Why? 

why do i always have to be the one who gives in? as usual, i'm chased out of the room just because you're sleeping. i've also got work to do as well, it's not as though i don't wanna sleep. i do to but i can't because of work. i know you've got work tommorrow morning but hell, i wake up earlier most of the time. and i sleep much later than you. so why do u complain?! you should have gotten used to me doing work late at night needing the night lamp on. that's pretty much all i ask for when i'm working late at night..i don't even fight with you over the fan even though you always turn it to your side. you want compromise? so do i. i can't do work outside and the room as this is the only place i can get things done. all i ask for is some understanding for me to do my work in the room while you get used to the light. and i stress again, im only using it for work! dammit! 

i don't know whats wrong with me lately. been feeling rather lazy to do work. right now, i can't even complete my cam&light idea list. this sucks. something is wrong with me.. why do i feel so sluggish? gosh. i need something to perk me up, to push me, to get me cracking on work. this isn't how i do my stuff usually..

lately, he's been drifting in and out of my mind. So yeah, thats a good thing i would say. Funny though, msged him the other time bout something but didn't get a reply. It seems like maybe he can't be bothered. hmm. to hell with it. not gonna bother bout that. don't answer my msg so be it. I'm not gonna let this whole 'feely' thing get to me. 

right, gonna crash now. my mind's getting all twisted and tired. :l

I'm sure many of you guys have experience that sense of dread the day before school reopens. Well, that's what I'm going thru right now.

The hols have whizzed past and now its time to get our arses back to school. I'm feeling a mix of emotions. On one hand, i'm excited that schools starting, looking forward to a new year 2, and that we are gonna get to fiddle with stuff, getting wrecked up with work and i'm gonna call school my second home soon.(im expecting lots of stayovers.) On the other, im dreading it cos i won't have anymore free time to bumm at home, watching the telly in the evenings till late at night, Most of all, i'll miss work at Orbital.

Yesterday was the last day at work at Orbital. I'm feeling pretty down it all happened so fast, and i could have learnt so much more from them. But i'm glad with what they've taught me over the past 2 mths when i'm with them. I couldn't ask for much better and cooler colleagues. they've been awfully nice towards me and i totally appreciate that. :) I feel pretty bad for not saying a proper goodbye to them so i think i'll better send them a card soon. It's gonna feel weird going to school tommorow instead of heading to the office which i've pretty much gotten used to. was looking around the office yesterday just to make sure i'll remem hows it looks like. well, actually thats redundant cos i'll never forget that place. I would love to go back and work with them the next time. But in the meantime, i havta make sure i'm up to par and i know more than what i do now so i'll be more competent in handling any task thrown to me. Thanks guys! for such a great time in Orbital! I may seem all quiet but i do wanna let u guys know how i appreciate all that you've taught me. Really do. =)

Had a shoot yesterday with the guys at jurong east stadium. Freaking soccer matches back to back from 830am to 3 in the afternoon. Now my arms are aching like hell. But, its been fun, i've got to do something for them. Just hope the footage is allright, might be rather shaky as i was rather beat up towards the end of the matches my hand was straining to keep still. accchhh...  

anyways, gonna watch constantine on tv now. yes, i know i'm such a tv addict! will update more on school's ongoings next week! 

I absolutely can't believe i'm writing an entry. It's been like yonks since my last entry. think it was since the start of last semester. gosh! Well, since i'm pretty free tonight blog surfing, i thought i'll just update on how things have been with me so far..

Everything's a whirlwind. Work at Orbital so far has been great. I do hope i did help them out in whatever way i can. I kinda feel that i'm not as competent as i should be over there as i still do not know as much stuff as they do. Sometimes a feel alittle annoyingly imcompetent. It just bugs me. If the next intern that is coming in is wayy much better than i am, im sure their gonna think of asking him back when he or she finishes his studies. I guess technical wise, i'm still not as up to notch. I do need to work on that aspect. Over the past few days, i've been doing the editing of the buddhist blessing ceremony that we've shot. Feng says cecelia likes it so that great! But what i truly matter is his opinion of it and how i should improve. he's glad that i sped up my work speed on friday as we were rushing for time. so thats good. Gonna go in tommorow to make some changes to it. Avid is pretty cool to work with though there are so much more features i have to learn and fiddle with. Plus, i need to finish those dolls asap! They are taking so freakin long to finish. Argh.. just 2 more!! Everyone at Orbital has been so nice towards me. these boys are just one wacky bunch! they can laugh and crack jokes just bout anything... and when work really gets up on their nerves, they all have their lil' own antics to release those nerves and stress! they can sing and dance around the office, bang their heads on the table, freaking swear and rattle and ramble about anything! Just one fun bunch of people to work with as you'll never get bored in the office! :)  I've got bout 2 more weeks over there, do wanna treasure these times and learn as much as i can from them esp Jaron cos i wanna Illustrator! These poor boys really have work up to their necks that ever since my time over at Orbital, they've stayed over in the office countless times! weekends are burned as well in the office. oh well, thats the life of the media people isn't it? We work shitloads, but we get paid the least. Welcome to the coporate media industry liana oh! 

School's gonna pretty soon. Hell as well. But i'm looking forward to it. i wanna work my ass off and get burned off. i want to get busy once again!!! Another reason's so that i would spend as much as i've did during the hols! just spent 80 bucks on cosmetics the other day at the estee lauder sale. freaking hell! didn't know the bill came up to that much! i'm freaking cash strapped now. NO MORE spending the next few months! i guess im gonna pack lunch to work as well! :( 

So yep, so far this is it. Would update as soon as i can again. 

Since i thought this is totally unrelated to the previous post, so i thought of typing another new entry.

Has anyone realised reality programmes are getting more fascinating to watch nowadays? Oh come on, don't tell me you don't watch reality programmes because its 'fake', 'made up', 'pretentious', 'made just for viewing pleasure but has no content or what soever.'  Well, thats pretty true, but reality programmes are  pure entertainment! It doesn't have to be real or spew truth in every context.

I enjoy watching reality programmes. I do. I enjoy watching the bitching going on among those thse models in america's top model, i enjoy watching squabbles among the white-collared in the apprentice. Its good fun television!

Just caught Project runway earlier on. It was a freaking cool show to watch. You'll see all these fashion designers scrambling to get their outfits out on time, making sure their model arrives, the displeasures of certain contestants against a certain someone. Though i know the show has been edited in such a way that the person whom is struggling with the outfit during production of it would get eliminated but in the end he's actually a winner.( kind of a cheat, i know.) That was Austin Scarlet by the way. Haa! He's this real cool, ultra feminine and totally a gay designer who has funky glasses, trimmed eyebrows, wears lipsitck and dressed more or less like a lady.(he carries this grannny looking vintage tote bag. Rather cool.) haahaa! I like him. He caught my attention from all among the others.

Truth is, reality TV is enjoyable. Sometimes, its easier to just let loose and let your monday night pass with alil' reality teebee-watching. 

Just like I do.  ;)   

Gimme your take, drop me a note.

First day of school and such a funny incident has occured. Wonder whats gonna come up for the rest of the semester. Haa!

After lessons today, we were all hanging around at 3rd floor. So Mr A approached Mr F to ride his scooter. Mr F was nice enough to lend him for just awhile for a ride. So off went Mr A. Oh, he's still learning riding lessons though. There he rode around the carpark at a pretty fast speed, and when he turned, he missed and hit the kerb! Wham. there i saw Mr A ram the side of the bike into the kerb and knocked the side of his face against the signboard. All the letters fell off! Literally! For a moment, i was shocked. Didn't knw if Mr A had hurt himself. Thankfully he didn't. After that, i found it really funny.. i really did! If you were there, you would have thought so too. haas.! Sorry Mr A, now you know you shouldn't 'act seh' lah. Still newbie lah.. Next time better be carefull man!

School was pretty relaxing today, although we were let known of all the upcoming projects and assignments that are due. We had a 4 hr break. So we pop over to Bukit Timah Plaza to play pool. Well, i didnt intend to play pool, but felt since i was there, why not ? i had wanted to learn for some time now. So me and gladys played a game. It was hilarious! both of us were rather new to the game and we took soooo long to actually finish the game. In fact, the table beside us finished 3 games during the time were playing. wahaha! Gladys and I were also laughing non-stop at our own pool skills and we used the stick(not sure what u call that, the one with the plastic thing attached to it) for help. I laughed till my stomach ached! we were actually making fun of ourselves. haa. i sucked at pool but i had tremendous fun! Miss gladys beat me to the game though. aha.!

Then after lunch(i had a horrible lunch btw), we went for Audio Tech class. The lecturer's pretty cool and knowledgeable. He explains everything in detail and specifically till we understood what he was saying. A rather nice lecturer, lots of years in the music industry. Started of as a musician then worked with the 'then' SBC for bout' 10 over years as the overall sup. for music, recording, dubbing etc. Right now, he's still playing in jazz bands on his own. Pretty cool eh!

Tomorrow's Deepavali! Cool! got cravings for those sweet lil' cookies.. I've got a sweet tooth ya knw. haas!

Hows the new background? I find it pretty cool, rather oriental. haha! Gimme feedback pueleesse.. people!

It's been raining the whole sunday! there goes my run. I'm not procrastinating but always when i do wanna get some exercise, somehow, the weather doesn't permits me to. You guys must be thinking, 'yeah right, excuses.' But hey! i really do try to exercise allright!

Since its gonna be pouring the whole day, this is my 'to do list':

1. Pack up study table.

2. Change bed sheets.

3. Help mom out in housework.

4. Catch Gilmore Girls. I've missed so many episodes of it.

5. Read the book i've borrowed from the library the other day titled Unless.

So, there. Its 4 plus now,  i better start cracking. Half the day's gone and i'm still sitting in front of the com blogging. acks!

I'm starting to love this song: Every you every me by Placebo. Check it out. It's pretty cool.

My off day tommorow. Gonna try to go exercise tommorow. Might go for a evening run.

Its gonna be a stay home sunday. :)